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DrSnug
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   Posted 10/7/2002 9:41 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
I've recently been reading a book entitled, "The varieties of religious experience" authored by William James. To quote him, "But to find religion is only one out of many ways of reaching unity; and the process of remedying inner incompleteness and reducing inner discord is a general psychological process, which may take place with any sort of mental material, and need not necessarily assume the religious form."
Could it be possible that the collective religious experiences, which up until this point have satisfied very few emotional deficits in my own life, are a result of individual psychological disunity and result in a characteristic "relief" in the form of happiness? I sometimes feel duped during church, like a sheep, like it's all very silly (which makes me silly too). BJS explained to me the ontological argument as a response. Are there others? Does the desire to be part of something meaningful (eternal) actually mean that there has to be something eternal or even metaphysical?

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   Posted 10/7/2002 11:22 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
As Snug mentions above, I've talked this topic over with him in person, and encouraged him to post his questions here. He's a good guy (and has a heck of an older brother), so give him a good CVM welcome!



Brett

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One thing that need attention in Christian dialog is to what extent God's saving us amounts to a renewal of the original humanity (Origin, Pseudo Dyonysis), and to what extend God's saving us amounts to the proleptic connection with Christ. I lean towards the later.

The following is a LINK to an adventurous read:

www.romanity.org/htm/rom.20.en.the_sickness_of_religion_and_its_cure.01.htm

NOTE: I'm not sure where this one comes down with respect to the above continuum.
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   Posted 10/7/2002 6:50 PM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
Welcome DrSnug!

I am challenged by your question. I’ve learned a little bit about James, but I haven’t read him for myself. I suspect there are people on this board who are more familiar with his work, who will be able to answer your question more adequately.

Regarding your last question, another American intellectual, Alfred North Whitehead, characterized religion as, “the longing of the spirit that the facts of existence should find their justification in the nature of existence,” and concluded, “the final principle of religion is that there is a wisdom in the nature of things.” This is a more metaphysical take on James’ psychological perspective. One way of integrating the metaphysical (the whole) and psychological (the self) is to talk about the relational (how is the self related to the whole?).

It is up to you to decide what—or who—meaning will be relative to. Some choices are more reasonable than other, but all require faith—every choice risks the possibility that it will not correspond to the eternal/metaphysical. Christian faith confesses that this choice has already been made—not by you, but rather by God. This is what makes it relational—you are not on your own as you negotiate the relationship between the psychological and the metaphysical. There is a knock at the door.

The wisdom that grounds our existence is not only manifest in the principles of nature, but also grounded in the person of God, and most decisively encountered in the incarnation of Jesus Christ. By faith, we choose to find meaning in relationship with the One who has chosen us.

I’m not sure how coherent this is, your question really stretched me. Hopefully others can add clarity.

Pleased to meet you,
Electra

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   Posted 10/8/2002 2:05 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
DrSnug says:
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I sometimes feel duped during church, like a sheep, like it's all very silly (which makes me silly too).

The picture that comes to my mind is one of the natives bowing in front of their idol. Their hands raised high then lowered to the ground.

Then I ask myself, how is what I'm doing different from this ?

peace and love, don



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   Posted 10/8/2002 6:47 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
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I've recently been reading a book entitled, "The varieties of religious experience" authored by William James.


One of the nice things about James for the purposes of this board is that he had, in a manner of speaking, an open view of God and the future. By exploring external relatedness (external, such as a god, the Forms, etc.), he denied all actions are entailments. I hope folks here discuss him more (and bring more questions Dr. S!) especially since much of American religion today responds to pressures he wrote about 100 years ago.

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To quote him, "But to find religion is only one out of many ways of reaching unity; and the process of remedying inner incompleteness and reducing inner discord is a general psychological process, which may take place with any sort of mental material, and need not necessarily assume the religious form."


1) This assumes the self ought to and can be ordered/unified. It’s an optimistic assumption characteristic of James’ time (else why found the discipline of psychology?) but I don’t buy it.
2) This isn’t James’ final word on the topic. Yes, there are many ways of reducing internal stress, but it doesn’t follow that religion is merely “the opiate of the masses”. However, the fact that it has pragmatic truth value suggests that it is likely to be True (not exactly how James would phrase it, mind you).

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Could it be possible that the collective religious experiences, which up until this point have satisfied very few emotional deficits in my own life, are a result of individual psychological disunity and result in a characteristic "relief" in the form of happiness?


Makes sense to me. This is the critique offered of charismatic-leaning churches from within evangelicalism. To wit: they offer attendees an emotional experience through peppy music and clapping, dancing, waving of hands, weeping, etc., but the psychological relief this brings is notoriously short lived. It keeps people addicted to "mountain top" experiences and the next Christian concert or holy laughter experience instead of seeking after God with their minds and bodies.

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I sometimes feel duped during church, like a sheep, like it's all very silly (which makes me silly too).


Amen! I think church is silly too, actually, and the thought strikes me fairly often. Singing to no one as if He’s there? Eating His body? Chanting in unison? There are reasons for these things, but they’re all still rather silly on the surface. I think most of what we do for God is like the drawings that parents place on their refrigerators because their kids drew them. We’re all as hopelessly far away from God as the 2 year old's stick figures are away from a real person, and the rituals of church mostly remind us of how He stooped down to draw near to us.

But feeling “duped”? Maybe they’re trying to dupe you, but it sounds as if you’ve resisted. In my opinion, you’re astute to recognize that any psychological comfort brought to you through a church service is of temporary--and perhaps--questionable use.

The history of Christian experience belies the notion of psychological unity through services. On the contrary, I think the best church services present us with God, in front of Whom our brokenness and sin are all too apparent. Look through the Bible for people’s experiences with God or his surrogates and see if people felt psychologically whole and happy in His presence. <Insert obligatory reply that everything we need to understand about God we can see in Jesus and Jesus made everyone around him feel warm and cuddly! and wasn’t he just a cute little teddy bear of a messiah? And did I mention you should buy a copy of _The Search for Significance_ and read it 10 times? >

Put as clearly as I can, I believe modernist America presents us with a problem (angst, stress, psychological discomfort) and a false answer (seek power over the angst and psychological wholeness through experiences).

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Does the desire to be part of something meaningful (eternal) actually mean that there has to be something eternal or even metaphysical?


Good philosophical question. I’ll leave it to the philosophers on the board to tackle.

Terry
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   Posted 10/8/2002 8:38 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
Dr. Snug asks:
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Does the desire to be part of something meaningful (eternal) actually mean that there has to be something eternal or even metaphysical?



I am no philosopher, but I can quote one .

Kierkegaard might ask you: "Who can ask this question?"
One existing or one not existing? (This is to address the second part of your question. "Is there something metaphysical?")

I suppose we could say one not existing, but that doesn't help us much. Then we dive headlong into absurdity. Some may doubt it, but I really do try to avoid doing that where possible.

The first part is not so easy to address (not that the second was really easy, or even satisfied fully). The Greeks assumed that there is something eternal for very good reasons. We can see that there is something in the human that transcends the physical. The argument Socrates used goes like this:
There is a difference between what is governed and what governs.
A human governs that which belongs to his trade: for instance a woodcarver governs a knife and saw.
A human also governs that which belongs to his own body.

The funny thing is here, that Socrates then moves in the direction that the human is not the body but that which governs it. Transcending the body at this point there is a connection with other things which were assumed to transcend the physical and temporal. From here it was speculated that soul (that human which governs the body and transcends the physcal) is eternal.

Now, of course, there is an implicit metaphysic at work here, but noneless, some sound movements seem to be recognizable. We do experience a transcending of our physical bodies. We do also generally acknowledge a general capacity for the human individual to transcend other creatures. Along this line we can even see that in some sense, we are able to think about ourselves, self-reflect, and this seems to be a way of transcending ourselves. Does this get us a "proof" for the eternality and preexistence of the soul? Maybe not a hard core proof, but certainly an argument for the plausibility of it.

Sorry, that was convoluted. If I were actually a philosopher, there would have been theses, major and minor premises, and so forth. Not only that it might even have taken the form of an argument rather than merely a discussion of a possible argument.

Hey, while I am revealing my ignorance, can someone tell me the formal difference between a major and minor premise?

Thanks.

"Christianly understood, truth is obviously not to know the truth but to be the truth. Despite all modern philosophy, there is an infinite difference here..." SK
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   Posted 10/8/2002 10:06 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
Modes,

The major premise contains the predicate of the conclusion, the minor premise contains the subject.

Major: All men are _mortal_ (predicate of conclusion, what you're going to claim about your final topic)
Minor: _Jesus_ was a man (subject of conclusion)
Conclusion: Ergo, Jesus was mortal.

Oh, and the major premise, since it carries the 'weight' of the argument, is where the real deductive work happens. In other words, once you agree to the major premise, the syllogism isn't really necessary (you could use an enthymeme and imply the minor premise). The whole "game" of this brand of argument is to find a premise that the audience agrees with and shoehorn your subject in to it.

At least, that's what my friend Barbara Celarent taught me... (sorry, insider's philosophy joke).

Terry
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   Posted 10/8/2002 3:46 PM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
Care for the orphans and the widows; pure religion (according to the book of James.)

To wipe up the water but not fix the leaking faucet is what happens when psychology as a foundation is thought to contain the answers to man's dilemma: incompleteness, emptiness, loneliness, helplessness, deviation from that which we know is good, or at least close enough to know we missed the mark.

That there is a psyche is true. That psychology addresses the psyche is careful. But when the cart is before the horse, there is further chaos and confusion, and worse, deception; one thinks one has found THEE answer merely because one discovers something of the working order of the psyche. Not so! The faucet still leaks.

When psychology explores the nature of movement within the psyche framed in a Biblical context of man's dilemma, something valuable can come forth. But when psychology exalts it's cart before the horse, the puddle only grows, and the faucet's leak worsens.

For the psyche,

Starkman

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   Posted 10/9/2002 5:04 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
Simple question:
How does one sift through the adolescent-/hormonal-like rollercoaster of religious opiate that characteristically permeates church teachings on evangelism and repentance? How do I know that my conversion was genuine and not a satisfying high that's followed up by periodic shots? (By the way, the responses have been genuinely helpful and I've already ordered "The Search for Significance"...hope all of you have stock in amazon.com b/c my library is exploding).
forever questioning,
Doug

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   Posted 10/9/2002 5:21 AM (GMT -6)    Quote This PostAlert An Admin About This Post.
quote:

Simple question:
How does one sift through the adolescent-/hormonal-like rollercoaster of religious opiate that characteristically permeates church teachings on evangelism and repentance? How do I know that my conversion was genuine and not a satisfying high that's followed up by periodic shots? (By the way, the responses have been genuinely helpful and I've already ordered "The Search for Significance"...hope all of you have stock in amazon.com b/c my library is exploding).
forever questioning,
Doug

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What up, Snuglas.

To me, the fact that a conversion experience involves some sort of emotional high does not necessarily make it disingenuous. Yes, we should be wary of relying solely on "feeling" in our spiritual decision-making, but emotional highs and lows are to be expected.

I guess I should ask you this: What do you mean when you refer to the "adolescent-/hormonal-like rollercoaster of religious opiate that characteristically permeates church teachings on evangelism and repentance?" This seems like a generalization that isn't necessarily justified. Can you explain in more detail what gives you this impression?

Brett

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I think my concern is that my religious perception is too logical. I've had very few emotional or enlightening experiences and am not overwhelmed with guilt over my sin. Is this simply a reflection of my personality or does it comment on my relationship with Jesus? The heart-mind congruity Greg speaks of is mostly mind for me. For instance, because I study science (and have even a moderately adequate brain in my skull), macroevolution is a pile of horse-poopy. This (and the design inherent in irreducible complexity) is voluminous evidence for a higher being. I guess I'm at the point in my walk where I know that the Holy Spirit is calling me to a deeper relationship, and I'm getting confusing messages about how to achieve this without sacrificing my intelligence by faking it at church. Am I too skeptical about worship? Somebody recommend a book and I'll read it.
Doug

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Hey big Dr. Snug,

Dude (I can call you dude, right?), you're already on your way to a deeper walk and relationship with God; you're flat, plain honest with yourself and not trying to kid others by faking it! Listen, just worship God with your genuine heart, the way you know how, the way that's real for you. Some are more emotional, some more mental, some more extrovert, some more introvert. On and on it goes. You DON'T have to sacrifice your brain--PLEASE don't do that! There's enough of that already. You only have to look up to God and say, "Hey, help me, okay. I'm here to love you the best way I know. You know my heart--what I am and am not--in this relationship I have with you. Lead me on, O Lord."

DO stay connected with those who are also intelligently discussing the faith but aren't missing the boat because of their intellects. Greg (and many others here) are prime, prime examples of this.

Your lack of guilty feelings because of your sin isn't uncommon among many. Hey, I don't have that strong of a grip on the love God has for me. It's in my head as a truth, but I only get bits and pieces as it comes. You don't need a book (oh, it'd be nice and help), you need to daily trench in, big time, with your faith that come hell or high water you will not bow to Satan, Sin or Self. Bow only to Him, no matter what.

You want a book, though? Read Job! Learn from his determination to not let go of Him. Read Romans to learn about the work Christ has accomplished for us. Read Hebrews to learn how the work Christ accomplished is the Better Way, better than the Old Testament sacrifices, better than any other system, period. And then simply pray to Him with the simple, honest heart you have. Talk with Him as if He's sitting with you, because He is! And brother, don't expect it to come any other way. It's work. Hard work sometimes. Expect 20 year's growth maturity in . . .20 years! Just like a marriage or any other relationship.

Remember, worship is the combination--can't remember the technical term--of two words: Worth-Ship (like, penmanship or any other word with that "ship" suffix.) We are to express God's worth when we "worship." That is done in many ways, but it is to be done simply, from the heart and in all the honesty we can give to God. That's all He asks. He looks on the heart, and asks us to worship Him with ALL OF it (the heart), ALL our mind (that great intellect you have, dude!), ALL the strength (pure grit and determination to never, ever let go of Him), and ALL our soul (the very seat of our having been made in His image.)

Carry on, Doug!

Starkman

Oh, and yeah, as far as a lot of the stuff that goes on in church which may cause you to say, "Man, is this on the level? Is this real or some emotional high everyone's after?", get hooked into a place of worship, then, that's more along the lines of your head and heart. Forget what the others are doing. Find (no matter how hard it is or how long it takes) where you fit. I've been there, done that!

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DrSnug,

Honestly, it's possible that lack of emotions in general is a sign of a deeper psychological problem. If you tend not to be emotional about anything, it might be worth checking in to counseling or intercessory prayer or an accountability group.

On the other hand, it's also possible you just haven't been in situations that ellicit strong emotions. Introverts generally don't get in to social situations and it's being around people that usually brings out strongest joy, sorrow, guilt, etc.

If you're a typical modern intellectual you're not only an introvert, you might have the drawbacks of being a genius--a mercurial, almost manic personality that goes from near ecstatic energy to near depression (you're probably also something of a slovenly housekeeper). Of course, lots of great art and sincere religious devotion have come from people like that (people like you?) so it's NOT that you need to be FIXED by someone with a master's in counseling. <Lord save us from the need to be counseled!>

It's also possible--and here I'm leaning on my own experience--that you might find strong emotional experiences when you're by yourself. When I had more time and freedom, I'd drive up to the hills (Colorado = God's chosen land) and pray in tongues and in English, and sing out loud near some river away from all people. I've rarely felt that close to God then or since. Of course, the Church today values extroversion so much that we demand people have all their religion in community. I disagree. Community allows some things to happen that are necessary for Christianity to function fully, but solitude is also necessary and clearly biblical (Jesus going off alone anyone?).

I also think its quite legitimate to pray that God would release your emotions and to ask for freedom from over-analyzing. Those have been prayers of mine for years. It's when God answers those prayers that you might realize how uncomfortable emotions are if you're not used to feeling and expressing them.

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For instance, because I study science (and have even a moderately adequate brain in my skull), macroevolution is a pile of horse-poopy. This (and the design inherent in irreducible complexity) is voluminous evidence for a higher being.


Amen and Amen!

And to clarify, because you mistook my sarcasm for serious in a previous post, I don't think _The Search for Significance_ is really THE book you need to read to find THE answers. My point was actually the opposite: psychological disunity is characterstic of all humanity, regenerated and saved or not. It really is ok to be lonely, to be uneasy about some things in your church experiences, and to question God (respectfully!) about things. It really is ok to be less emotional than 90% of the people you see on TV.

Terry (who'll be praying for you)
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Terry,
You're right and not so much on some things. First, I'm insanely clean and nowhere near a genius (only in my own world). But, second, you're right about solitary experiences being my most emotional. My relationship with the Lord has been the most heterogenous of my short life. Having attended a hyper-religious school, I think I became overly cynical and jaded towards emotional involvement. I have recently joined a men's accountability group and it has helped tremendously. What I haven't encountered is a forum like this to satisfy my philosophical hunger. This is fantastic and thanks to BJS, my older bro, for introducing me to Dr. Boyd's work. It has revitalized my spiritual hunger. Thanks, Terry and I hope that you continue to pray for me because I need it. Last night I read about surrender and I pray that it will overtake my over-analyzing mentality. Peace out. I'm off to Charleston for the weekend so include in your prayers the supernatural intervention in my golf game.
Doug

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What I haven't encountered is a forum like this to satisfy my philosophical hunger.


I enjoyed a great grad student fellowship at UIowa when I was getting my degree. That fellowship also cotained the only humble philosophy student I'd met then or since. Several of us lived in one house, largely out of a committment to living the Acts lifestyle, but boy did we not succeed.

At any rate, I just wanted to pass along that I'm skeptical about this forum as a place to slake a thirst for intellectual discussion. Like any group of humans, it has cliques and "in groups" who tend to get talking amongst themselves and ignoring those who aren't cool enough or don't say or do the right things. There's also "out groups" who take pride in being at odds with the status quo and glory in their ability to say edgy things.

As you're probably aware (I did a panel once on forums as a communication medium so I'm a bit more sensitive to their vagaries), the lag in time, the desire to post on 'hot topics', the interference of people's "real" lives, all makes forum discussions maddeningly scattered and incomplete at times. Added to the tendency of (even Christian) people to communicate in non-loving ways (ignoring some, kowtowing to others, focusing on friends' words to the exlcusion of those who are annoying), you may end up with a bad taste in your mouth about Christian intellectuals.

For what it's worth, I think the model of Boyd/Boyd's dad's, or C.S. Lewis and the inklings, or Benjamin/Adorno of writing correspondance or mini-treatises to each other is a much more successful model of discussing deep topics.

But I hope you, like me, find snacks here from time to time to satisfy the hunger for real discussion.

Peace, and keep the good topics coming,

Terry
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New question concerning James' book:
James proposes that the conversion experience can be either progressive or sudden depending on the severity of the individual's subconscious. In other words, those who are more prone to surrender their conscience are converted more suddenly. I've always been taught and assumed that conversion was sudden, but I identlfy more with a progressive experience having been "saved"? at such a young age, but not fully comprehending what salvation entailed until later. I think I understand what the Bible teaches about salvation, but does 'child-like' faith truly signify a correct and necessary understanding of the sinful condition?
I have a head knowledge of the gospel and I believe that Jesus was the Son of God so why does God (or why do I) make it so difficult to place my heart (what I would consider emotion) in the same position. And is it possible that salvation could be an
"evolution" of the will, which upon completion results in the surrender of the conscience discrepencies?

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Hey Drsnug,

James proposes that the conversion experience can be either progressive or sudden depending on the severity of the individual's subconscious.

Well, I haven't read the book, and I'm unfamiliar with his works, so I can't comment about his ideas. (Well, this is going to be a big help, isn't it!)

In other words, those who are more prone to surrender their conscience are converted more suddenly. I've always been taught and assumed that conversion was sudden, but I identlfy more with a progressive experience having been "saved"? at such a young age, but not fully comprehending what salvation entailed until later. I think I understand what the Bible teaches about salvation, but does 'child-like' faith truly signify a correct and necessary understanding of the sinful condition? I have a head knowledge of the gospel and I believe that Jesus was the Son of God so why does God (or why do I) make it so difficult to place my heart (what I would consider emotion) in the same position.

You'd be surprised at the amount of people who display that sudden "conscience" conversion, only to find later that they were, in fact, caught up more in the emotional end of things and not the true surrender of the heart to the Lord.

Additionally, one can't be "saved" if one doesn't understand that they are lost--a sinner in a sinful condition. Figure someone out on a rubber tube on the lake sun bathing. If someone were to try and save them there'd be quite a ruccous and cry of "Get the hek away from me." But if that person is really drowning, ah, then things change; the person is cognizant of their condition. So goes it with a conversion experience between man and God, and that doesn't have to be emotional, it doesn't have to be dated--on October 10, 1998 at 2:45.7456pm, I was saved. Wasn't that way for me, and it wasn't that way for many others. But . . . God Himself is aware of the very hour when the heart has truly been surrendered over to him.

This, by the way, should cause us to pay great attention to the NT's heed (the OT's as well) to the call to keep the faith until death, no matter how it comes. We are constantly reminded in Scripture that we are never, ever to be presumptuous by assuming that "Ok, I'm saved, I can get on with other things now." No, we are to fight to the death, run the race until we finish, keep the faith, and finish our course. It is only then that we are allowed to rest from the battle we are faced with here day to day.

Your conversion and walk with God, Doug, isn't something that requires any emotional response. Is it nice to have? Sure it is. Hek, I waited three months before I felt anything. And even then I can't say that I felt much. But I had made the decision that I was going to follow Christ because I understood who He was, who I was, and why I needed Him. (Strangely, I was drawn to Him before I even really understood why, but there must come that place where one responds to the drawing of the Spirit in view of understanding that one is at odds with God, that one is in need of God, that one is only "saved" by the redemptive work of Christ. Emotions are icing on the cake (or a good way to ruin the cake if folks aren't careful.)

And is it possible that salvation could be an
"evolution" of the will, which upon completion results in the surrender of the conscience discrepencies?


Absolutely not. (Now, I'm considering your use of the word "evolution" as I believe you meant it, but I'd like to clarify what it can't mean.)

The "will" may have to come to a resolve through the process of time before a true submission of the heart is submitted to God. (And that still doesn't mean there is necessarily going to be an emotional by-product, at least not necessarily immediately.) This movement of the will must reach a time where God can look upon the heart and say, "There it is. He has submitted his heart to me; he has surrendered to me." The process isn't one of evolution (as if to evolve from one "will" form into another), and presto, out of the chaos comes organized belief unto God. It's one of contemplation, one of thought, one of consideration, one of decision RIGHT FROM WHERE THE WILL IS ALREADY SITUATED. I don't mean to make more than what you meant by the term evolution, but I think it's important to consider the process the will goes through and what is not to be expected from the process.

As I've walked for 25 years with the Lord, I'm so far removed from the loving, emotional person I'd like to be. But that's not what my faith's been built upon. Oh, I have the feelings and emtions at times, but what's become very stable and unremovable is my AWARENESS that He is there. I'm not talking about feelings or feeling Him, I'm talking about the stark reality of simply being aware of Him, knowing that He is with me. This, Doug, is far more stablizing in a Christian's life than any a sentient stimulation. (How'd I get my awareness of Him to grow? Good question, glad you asked!)

I learned early on in my christian life that I was apparently not one of those folks who have all the emtional feelings and what have you. I wanted to be grounded in something deeper than that anyway. I learned from two things--a personal trial I went through, and the book of Job to complement it--that I wanted to serve God (nay, we should all serve God) if for no other reason but one: Because He is God. End of discussion. I learned that I didn't serve Him because He gives me feelings, because I have such an emotional experience with Him, because He answers or doesn't answer prayer, or because He talks or does't talk to me. I serve Him because I understand who He is, who I am, and that He is. Additionally, He made it possible for me to commune with Him, and that's enough. If I don't come to understand anything else, it will make no difference. He is God. I repeat, He is God. I serve Him simply for this reason. Thankfully, He's a loving God, a caring God, a not-so-understandable God, and a very frustrating God at times. But none the less, He is God.

Doug, once I got that through my head, I was delivered from the rest of the stuff--the need for emotions (though I like them, and I get them here and there), and feelings (ditto), and all the other cake and ice cream. BUT what He has given is that awareness, that stable, I'm-at-peace awareness that cannot be taken from me no matter what. Even if I loose every concience feeling of Him--every feeling--He is still there. He never leaves. If I have to go through more trials and tribulations, my faith is rested in that fact: He is there. He cannot leave me, though I may "feel" that He has. We Christians need to get to this place or we're in constant threat of being knocked around by our emotions, feelings and Satan himself.

Well, I hope this helps, brother.

Starkman

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